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Its over.
Everything has changed,
we both changed,
and I guess we had to do what we had to do.

First of all,
I just need to say thank you for everyone. For your concerns, your smses, your embraces, thank you so much, it meant alot to me, it really did.

Im grieving over the fact that this relationship is over,
Im grieving over the fact the everything we have said, everything we've promised, everything said and done, everything we've planned out, they're not happening and just may not happen.
Im grieving over the fact that I've lost someone to sms good morning to, goodnight to, talk to every night.
Im grieving over the fact that, what we had is just not the same anymore.
...

BUT.
I shall not grieve over the fact that I met you that Thursday, because you've changed me, you've changed my life and even though there were downs, you've made me more than happy.
And I shall not grieve over losing you. Because I have not lost you. Because I cant afford to lose you. And yes, as we put it yesterday, we are 'special friends'. Because what we shared was something special and no one can take that away. You'll still always be there for me, and you I know I will too. And I definitely can trust you to keep your promise.

Yes, I still love you, it may not be the same as the love we had when we just started. But I still do, very much. Because well love is universal.

This might be for the better, we both need to concentrate on studies and our own lives for ahile. I need to figure me out, and how I feel.

I wont talk about moving on just yet, but Im trying my very best to reduce my tears day by day night by night.
And through this painful process, I'll just let fate decide whatever's going to happen.
If its meant to be, its meant to be.