Tom: What happens when you fall in love?
Summer: You believe in that?
Tom: It's love, it's not Santa Clause.
-(500) Days Of Summer, ♥
Hellozx.
Marina Barrage didn't happen.
Me and Fai were down with freaking fever. Too bad, even though its just a stupid seawall-like dam thingy, it was probably the one and only time me and Fai would be bothered to go. Haha oh well, atleast I didnt have to sweat 3hours under the sun.
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Yuuki:"You know when your face starts to blush, and you feel all warm inside and all fizzy and its ugh so, so...wierd. Have you ever had that feeling Fuz?"
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Me and Eve: "Oh my lord, FINALLY!"
Honeyy, you have grown so much its scary. I swear to goodness you should compare you now and then, bald hair and all. Haha. Im so freaking proud of you and so so absofuckinglutely happy that you finally found that person (: Goodness grace, yes! Finally! Someone can penetrate through that thick, impermeable cement wall that surrounds your ice box heart. (Jking luv hee) Hate to tell you this but, I told you so.
And yes as a matter of fact, I do know that feeling. I kinda miss it.
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I cease to understand what goes through the brain of boys/men alike.
"You should turn Bi(sexual) like me! Carefree. And you can only be Bi now, because you'll have a reason- being in a girls' school and all." - anon.
Pshhhttttt. I wish it was that simple, (the other) F.
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(okay this is a super duper long one. If it doesnt concern you, I dont think you should read it)
p.s./ to allofyou. After the party was over, I wanted to talk to you but after reading what you said, I dont know how to. Okay, now I seem like the selfish arrogant unapproachable bitch. But cant I just escape, take a breather. I never meant to distance away, really. Its just that we had stuffs to plan and have alot in common, so ofcourse we tend to talk more. But it really doesnt mean that I dont love you all okay. After all I went through, I know who was there for me. You guys, without you guys, I wouldnt have gotten anywhere. But she was one of em too. I just wanted to go do something new. Remember what I've said, cant you believe in that? Plus, you shouldnt fake it too. You're all fine infront of me, never brought up this thing and suddenly boom, it comes unexpected.
Im sorry if I havent really been there for you guys. Im sorry if I seem like I dont give a hoot. Truth is, I dont even KNOW WHERE THE EFF I've been. Okay, I dont. You know when I say Im fine? Im not. These past few days, everything I've been trying so hard to shove right at the back of my head, its just screaming to get out again. Its so hard you have no idea. I had to do things like planning the shit and like going out with more people and all just to distract me. How can I concentrate on something else when I'm having a fucking hard time concentrating on what I should do? Look, if you guys have come up with problems. You should tell me. If there's something you guys are going through, I'll try my best to help. Like with A., I did try my best to help. It wasnt much but I did try. You have problems but you kept mum, how would I know whats going on? I've lost people I care about, I dont want to lose no more. Talk to me, tell me straight, face-to-face. This isnt all, I cant think straight right now. Sorry.
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