Champagne Supernova.

"Leftovers in their less visible form are called memories. Stored in the refrigerator of the mind and the cupboard of the heart. "

(photos from 28 Dec, slingshot. Credits: Zhe)

2009's been the craziest ↑ and ↓ ride for me.

Yes, I had my real bad moments, my regrets, my setbacks and whatever too.

But I guess I can say that I'm grateful for all the things that happened to me, for the people I've met, the people I fought with but still didn't let go of. I'm grateful for all those memories.
Like what everyone's been saying, what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.

I'm stronger. And I have the greatest family and friends I can ever ask for really.

I love you guys alot.

So all I can say is;

2009, you've taught me well and now its time to get off this ride and move on (:

2010, you better treat me well or else I'm gonna kick yo ass!

HAHEEHO,

HAAPPEEE NEWW YEARS EVERYONE!

TODAY WAS GOOD.

Joshua is absolutely aduhrable.

Yuuki's place was already pretty empty with most of the furnitures shipped off and all.
Nonetheless, Yuuki+Fuzzy+Bruno(sick movie)+Yakult= Noise.
Had lunch with his family and then me and Yuki had like a h2h talk.
Weird much haha. But well we, mostly he, got pretty emotional.
Its one of those things that you usually only tell one person, not because you don't trust anyone else but because it hurts too much to say it all over again.
Lepak-ed and did alot of crazy stuffs like exploding real fireworks in the damn rain out of boredom.
HE BROKE DOWN 5 WALLS IN 15 MINUTES AND I'M OFFICIALY HIS WITNESS, IM SERIOUS.

Eve's flying off to Malaysia tmw morning.

Yuuki: "Shit! That means there's no more me,you and Evelyn again!"
): Our gang is breaking up, ahh feck.
I miss the 3LettersGang times, the YukFuzEveNadZhe times.
No stress, no tears, just high. Sigh.

I CANT WAIT FOR TMW NIGHT.
The stage is set up above the pool, the DJ set is wicked, the locals are already testrunning the fireworks at the beach, my baby cousins and cool uncle are coming back to Bali tonight, Marlon and his friends will be coming carrying plastics of Jim's, Dian and her friends'll be coming hollering Jack's, Yuki'll be in Kuta bringing M2, I've already shopped for a fat supply of fireworks, sparkles and fire crackers that'll probably last me a lifetime.

I ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY CANT WAIT FOR TMW NIGHT!
x

Call me crazy, call me suicidal, call me whatever you like.
But guess what I did yesterday?

YES, I FINALLY TOOK THE BALI SLINGSHOT BABYYY!
So I was just hanging out with Eve, Madeline, Marlon, Zhe and Sy.
When we passed by Bali Slingshot, I had this sudden crazy urge to ask "Lets go on the Slingshot yuk!"
And after 10 secs of silence, trying to process what I just said, there was a simultaneous response of "WHATHEFUCK ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?" "FUZ ARE YOU ASKING TO DIEE HUHH? DO YOU WANNA PUKE OUT EVERYTHING YOU JUST ATE?" "OHMYGOD, FUZ ARE YOU FOR REAL? UNBELIEVABLE!"
HAHA. But after alot of begging, nagging and annoyance, they finally reluctantly allowed me to go.And after alot of arguing, betting, name-calling and paper-scissor-rocking (everybody was seriously too scared to go-.-), we finally decided that Eve should go on the ride with me.
Eve was crying like hell it was so funny. Zhe=pussyyy.
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Eve: *while she's being strapped in she starts to scream* "MARLOOONNN IF I DIE, I LOVE YOU!!"
Marlon: "yayaa...."
Eve: "WOI DONT YOU CARE IF I DIE!"
Marlon: "You're not gonna die babe, chill..."
Eve: "OMG HOW COULD YOU!....*starts arguing while the guy struggles to buckle her up*
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(mid-air, spinning around, the both of us screaming the bollocks out)
Fuz: *scream dies down* "EVE OPEN YOUR EYES, LOOK AT THE VIEW!"
Eve: *screams* "NO FUCKING WAYY IM NOT FUCKING OPENING MY EYES!"
Fuz: "JUST OPEN YOU FUCKING EYES YOU'RE NOT GONNA DIE"
Eve: *screams while she opens here eyes slowly, and then when she does* "Whoaaa......"
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Haha. So basically after being shot up 150meters and swirling around in the air with all the passerbys staring at us in fascination like we're some kinda experimental hamsters, Eve thanked me for forcing her to go on the ride.
Cause trust me, the view was worth anything. And dont even get me started on the adrenaline rush(I'm an adrenaline junkie).
That was the best 200thou I've ever spent.

YAY I CANT WAIT TO GO BUNGEE JUMPING SOON!(which Marlon fainted in btw, haha. Im serious, its that freaky.)

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Today, my whole family went to Karangasem for a special reason which you do not need to know. Real sad, but everyone was alright.
Then on the way home we stopped over Candidasa for lunch! (:

Okay, tmw spending the day in Yuuki's!
Goodnight.
xx

"Woi, what happened to you? You used to be louder than this"
"Blame it on raging fucking hormones"
Bahaha.
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Neta's back in Bali from Bandung! I'm happy and sad cause of, youknow. You dont know.
-Hang in there girl, I love you a freaklot. Ring me if you need me, I'll be here, you know that.

Incase you haven't noticed, I chopped my fringe.Again. Like, OhMyGaga right.
This girl can never grow long hair.
Eve, Marlon and Ryan spent 10minutes straight laughing their arses off.
Thanks ah bitches.

I'm finally gonna catch New Moon, and Yuuki's coming over later today I think :)
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2am this morning, I heard 'taktak,zooom,taptap,zooooom...' so I thought there were mice on the roof.
I was so freaked out that I took my jacket and ran out to my balcony.
I slammed the door open, only to be star-struck(?) by the spectafreakular sight of flaming red and orange fireworks exploding in the dark abyss sky.
Turns out there were no mice after all.
I need to get my ears checked. Yes I do.

JAA MANN, CANT FREAKING WAIT FOR NEW YEARS EVE!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EARTHLINGS!

A not-so-merry christmas for me this year, pretty sad.
If you saw my post before I edited, I decided to edit cause I didn't want to sound insensitive/insincere and I didn't want to bring people's mood down. So jyeah.

Hoping tmw'll be better.
So long goodnight.
x

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love; but then one suffers from not loving.
Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love; to be happy then is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy;
therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.
I hope you're getting this down."

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Today was pretty goood. Went to Eve's. Then Marlon and Ryan was there. And Justin, the one with the duper pretty hazel-green eyes. SO NICE, I WANT GIMME, JUSTIN. And Edwin, omg dont get me started on Edwin-.- SLAP YOU LA, ASSHOLE.
So epic when they started climbing up coconut trees, tryna knock one down, then using Marlon's motorbike to crack it open.
Hahaha. Surprisigly, half-ripe coconuts taste pretty dope. Oh and Evelyn, MEREKAK HAHA.
Knock it, lock it justin:)

I miss the day exactly a year before today. Spent Christmas night in the beach w Febe Long and Fabian Van Holzen.

xx

I'm back with mind-blowing photos from my one night trip, lost in Rama Candidasa Resort.
This trip was pretty wicked cause Tesa came too. Whooh!
Never tired of this place man. The best spa, sea, sun, salt, breeze, coconuts and the magic.
If there's heaven on earth, its THIS baby!

Anyway,

My sand crocodile, fail._.

Ho ho holy crap, Christmas is tmw!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBODY AND ANYBODY♥

Today, going off to meet Eve then over to her crib for Christmas dinner!
Christmas afternoon tmw in Yuuki's if he's not busy surfing with Santa Claus(fabian) or Rudolph haha. Anw, thanks for freaking me out by telling me ... dood-.- Eve and Neta had been keeping it away from me. HAHA.
Our days are numbered, shucks.

xx

Yesterday was dope!
Yuuki's crib, and everyone was in the midst of organising their furnitures and whatnot to be shipped to Aussie today. Oh, Josh loves me now, hahaha.
Then Seminyak Square on a motorbike with Josh infront. I treated the boys to cake and drinks. I'm cool like that.

Josh was super hyper, swear. Even with me and Yuuki holding on to each of his hands, he was hoping around like some unicorn.
Shouldn't have given him too much sugar dammit.
I love the Sunday market there ttc.

Back to Y's crib, cleared out Yuuki's room. I helped the dusting and taking care of Josh!
SEEE IM NOT USELESS YUUKI. Hee.
Found soooo many small items that dated "back in those days".
Started reminiscing. All those silly paintings and weird stuffs that somehow survived all the piles of dust. Nostalgic man. Hehe.
And Yuuki gave me some of his stuffs! I got that moodring I wanted, awww. THANKYOUZ MONKEYZ.
I'm gonna get his signature grey jacket after Xmas! Whoohoo.

"Josh! Get off of my bedd! No josh, its not a trampoline. We'll get you one in Aussie, a promise is a promise now get off! *Josh gets ready to leap into Yuuki's arms* No Josh not from here! Go from the couch! GOOO! *Josh come down from the couch and starts hitting Yuuki with PlayDoh*"

Haha, why cant I have funny brothers like that.
THANKS FOR THE DAY DOOD (: